Thursday 17 January 2013

bad nite again !!!!!

I had such a bad nite last nite , so much pain, very intense . Its all getting me down that i feel i have reached my rock bottom again , I don't know how many times i have climbed back from this low . I feel at the moment i just can't go on, i wish that i could just run away - leave my pain behind me just for one day 

Desperately want help for my condition , its soul destroying and so difficult to remain positive .

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  1. Sending u big positive hugs! Kira you can get through this - you're the strongest person i know. Take care of yourself. x

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    1. Thank-you Sarah , I don't feel strong at the moment. I value your friendship and caring words. X

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  2. Hi Kira, I'm so very sorry you are having such a bad time of it at the moment. Like Sarah said, you are a very strong person so you will find the strength to cope with it. Talk to your doctor about the other medication that was on offer a while back. The Gabapentin doesn't seem to be working for you and like you say it isn't a pain killer. Take care as best you can, sending you a nice big hug. Sue. X

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    1. Thank-you Sue for your words of support , and the hug . Its difficult to stay strong when in so much pain, or when all you feel is hopeless , but its friends like you and Sarah that give me the inspiration to carry on and not give up. Another new day and i go on as best i can . I'll speak to the doctor soon , hugs x

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